My sweet little Princess,

 I still remember the day we got you. I thought your sister was prettier but no,
we got you.
When we got home you were scared and hid under a bed upstairs.
I still feel bad for ignoring your wishes to be left alone by putting you downstairs.
A couple of years you were just another cat in our house and while I loved you like all the other cats,
it wasn't less or more.

Then you started coming along with me to my room.
You slept beside me or under the blanket on the couch.
When I was going upstairs I only had to look in your direction and you were following me.
A couple of year you granted me with your pressence on my room.
I had water and your favorite food here.
I missed you when you got pregnant and had two kittens.
You got sick from it though and you were fixed.
Even if it meant that you couldn't get anymore little ones,
it also meant that I wouldn't have to miss you again.

Then, a half year ago, we discovered that your kidneys weren't working well anymore.
I thought I'd lose you for sure.
Luckily the diet we put you on worked and you gained weight.

And now..
Now you aren't here anymore.

Last week we noticed that you were losing weigth fast.
You weren't eating anymore and drinking very little.
It's with pain in my heart that I rode us to the vet today.
Outside you got scared and more active than you had been this whole week.
I think you knew something was going to happen.

I will never forget how you lied there on the table, l
ike you'd stand up at any time to jump on my lap.
I didn't even notice the transition of you being asleep and being dead...

 I hope you aren't suffering and are happy, wherever your essence is now.

Eien ni aishiteru Hime-chan